I ran as fast as I could to his house. Never in my life had I ever ran so fast usually I don't go very fast and get an awful pain in my side but today was different...my boyfriend is dead.
When I opened my door to find my friend Tiffany bleeding and crying uncontrollably I know that it just wasn't that her depression was kicking in something was horribly wrong.
"he's dead" she screamed "Cole is dead!"
I remembered his voice mail that he left me last night and how I was so stupid to erase it even though its probably the last thing that I will ever have to remember him by since I had erase all pictures of him the day before. He was begging for me back that he was sorry for cheating on me and he will even quit drinking and the cocaine and he will try to do better in school but it wasn't enough for me to take him back.
I arrived at his house which is also home to his aunt and uncle who were barely ever home and his brother, Jay, and his cousin Daniel.
The hose was falling apart the lawn looked like it had not been mowed in at least a year long spiky weeds grew near the cracked and crumbling stair case the door was rust and the right front window was broken and was fixed with duct tape.
I knocked on the door and drake answered the door. Daniel was so beautiful all three of them were but secretly Daniel was the best looking even though he was gay and was with Tiffanie's brother, Justin. even when he cried he was flawless. he was pale and and had these large dark brown eyes- almost black. he had jet black hair in the whole emo style he wore a bullet for my valentine shirt and although he normally wore skinny jeans he was wearing sweat pants at the moment and a pair of moccasins. his face was tear stained.
"Vanessa, please come in" He asked politely
"Is it true?" I asked now crying "Is he really gone?"
He nodded and held me as we cried on each others shoulders "I can't believe it" I cried "Please tell me this is just some a joke"
Suddenly there was loud heavy footsteps entering the room. I looked up from Daniel's shoulder to see Jay. His long blond hair still in its perfect emo style, his large blue eyes full of hatred for me. He was scrawny and he too wore a bullet for my valentine tee shirt. All three of them looked a like since they were all related and dressed the same but the one thing about Jay was he was the only blond one and sometimes his eyes changed depending on emotion most of the time they were blue or even green but today they were not the cool, relaxed blue they were a hard piercing shade that made me feel as if he was looking into my soul.
" You think that I would lie about something like this? he whispered.
"No Jay I-"
"Shut up!" He screamed "Shut the fuck up you stupid bitch!" He was crying hard and I remained quiet just watching something so beautiful in pain could make anyone cry.
"He loved you, you know that?" he said "He fucking loved you"
I put my head down I knew this was going to happen- I am the reason Cole is dead.
" I don't know why- I mean, shit, you're good looking and all that but you are so fucking cold!"
Anger built up in me if anything Cole was cold for cheating on me with a slut who didn't even know his god damn name! But I must hold it in I have a feeling that Jay will have no problem killing me if I piss him off even more.
"Shut up, Jay!" Daniel yelled "You know damn well that you'd leave someone if they cheated on you"
Jay walked up to Daniel "Shut up you fucking fagot! he screamed and punched Daniel in the face.
My eyes widened in disbelief and I covered my mouth with my hands to hold in my scream.
Daniel was still lying on the floor unconscious. I gasped and as I ran to Daniel's side Jay grabbed me by the arm. He grabbed my arm really hard. "Ow, Jay, let go of me"
"The hell I will" He said" I wanna show you something"
He dragged me to the basement door.
"I want you to see him"
My jaw fell open "You mean he's still here?" I shrieked "why?"
"Just for you, Vanessa" he whispered and he opened the basement door and threw me down.
When I finally stopped falling down the stairs I had a few minor pains but it was nothing compared to what I saw before me. My sweet, Cole, hanging from a rope and a knocked over stool beside his hanging feet. his head was down and he was only wearing boxers his body was slowly rotating from side to side. I screamed as loud as I could "Oh my god No!" I screamed. I ran up the stairs and tried to open the door "Let me out of here!" I begged "Please Jay please"
I cried hard I could barely breathe I banged on the door continuously hoping maybe Daniel will wake up and open.
It felt that I was down there for hours when really it was probably only ten minuets. The door opened and is was Jay. He looked down at me and he pointed to the front door "Leave" He said "Don't ever come back"
That was the last time I ever saw them.
